Antenna Tree | Lyrics
An indie-rock band based in Saint Petersburg, Russia.
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Lyrics

I’ve been trying hard to reach you
To find out what I’ve done
Is it how you wanted to teach me
To show me what I’ve become
Or was it somebody else?
Someone who understands you better

All this time slowly falling away
All this time slowly falling away
I was a blind man, but now I can see
All this time you were falling away from me

Suddenly I found myself haunted
Haunted by this memory of when we were happy
So, what did I miss?
Was it somebody else
Someone who understands you better
All this time slowly falling away
All this time slowly falling away
I was a blind man, but now I can see
All this time you were falling away from me

Slowly falling
Slowly falling away
Slowly falling down
Slowly falling away from me

Suddenly I found myself haunted
Suddenly I found myself haunted

All this time slowly falling away
All this time slowly falling away
I was a blind man, but now I can see
All this time you were falling away from me
The ceiling said hello
4-30 in the morning
It takes a while to cope with the fear of falling
In the end it all comes down to saying things you will regret
The fight that we've survived
It left scarred inside
It left us hiding from the light
The one that saved me
Or was it then that I lost hope
I know you're better than the one I knew before
If you're lonely
And fear keeps you up all night
Please remember
Life's not always black & white
Things that scare you
May be better than they seem
Just remember
You should think twice before you scream

Oh oh oh oh, you still got so much to learn
Oh oh oh oh, yeah
The drama beckoned me
The sweet temptation
So little did I know of vivid celebration
Of life and hate and sex and everything that makes it worth your while

The hurt you left behind
Will never really die
It'll keep hiding from the light
The one that saved me
Or was it then that I lost hope
I know you're better than the one I knew before

It's sink or swim
A certain situation of life and death
Importance and we can't give up
Cause then we'll never be able to be
Where we wanna be
At the seams

It feels
like pressure's too much to stand
I know you've come too far to just bend
It's time you learned the truth (that)
You will never know
Everything you want to
The bond is broken
And the light that was leading me
Is gone and I have no choice but to seal the memories
That were keeping this boat afloat

Everything must go
Still the birds will find me waiting for the dawn

Should we mourn or should we celebrate?
Stolid souls we ain't gonna break
The image in your head is not the thing itself
The birds will find me telling myself
That you can't put it on a shelf 

Everything must go
Still waiting for the dawn
Everything must go

Abandon hope
It'll be easier to live
Never mind the echoes
Nothing gotta give
Despite the truth I know
Everything must go
Still the birds will find me waiting for the dawn
Everything must go
Still waiting for the dawn
Everything must go

Everything must go
Still waiting for the dawn
Everything must go

Take me away
Take me away
Take me away from everything I've done wrong
From everything
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away from everything I've done wrong
Just take me away!

Away!

Everything must go
Still waiting for the dawn
Everything must go
I've been trying all my life to forget you
I was relatively fine until I met you
I've been trying to forget everything that I regret
Who could've guessed you’d be number one on my list

You called my name and I was there for you always
You called my
You called my name
You called my name and I was there for you always

Don't you see that I'm ashamed of the things I said
I could spend a million years just to convince myself
That I don't need this anymore, douse the fire, close the door
Who could've guessed you’d be number one on my list

You called my name and I was there for you always
You called my
You called my name
You called my name and I was there for you always
All is forgiven now and forever
We could hide or we could try to do better
All is forgiven now and forever
Can you see me in this storm?

Eye to eye I won't deny - all I want is to be back by your side
Eye to eye I won't deny - all I want is to be back by your side
Eye to eye
Eye to eye
Eye to eye I won't deny - all I want is to be back by your side

All is forgiven now and forever
We could hide or we could try to do better
All is forgiven now and forever
Can you see me in this storm?

All is forgiven now
All is forgiven now
All is forgiven now
Can you see me in this storm?
Can you see me in this storm?
Can you see me in this storm?
Many years you were there for me
When I screwed things up
I knew that the world couldn't bring me down
Cause I wasn't alone cause I had you

Now its time to say goodbye, time to say goodbye

Do you recall those times when I was stuck in dismay
Feeling sorry for myself
You saved me and I swore that I would do the same for you
You know it's true

And I know for sure we'll meet again

We always knew that this moment would come
We are at the crossroads saying goodbye
But I know for sure
We'll meet again
You helped me see
Whom I should be I'd be blind without you

You helped me breathe
You helped me believe
That I should carry on

You helped me see
What I needed I'm blind without you
You helped me breathe
And I believe

We'll meet again
I need your fire
I need your light
To battle demons
I keep inside
So when monsters roar
Way too close
I could feel your fire in my bones

Today we settle the score
Once and for all
Once and for all
I will tell you I missed you so
And it’s all my fault
It’s all my fault

Now it’s your turn to say I’m sorry
But I don’t need you anymore
Now ask for the check and decaf latte to go

But I need your fire
I need your light
To battle demons
I keep inside
So when monsters roar
Way too close
I could feel your fire in my bones

I’m looking for signs to ignore
My fatal flaw, my fatal flaw
But you sounded so sweet on the phone
Why did you call
Why did you call
Now it’s your turn to say I love you
But I don’t need you anymore
You got to learn to stand your ground 
And let go

But I need your fire
I need your light
To battle demons
I keep inside
So when monsters roar
Way too close
I could feel your fire in my bones

Now I need another shot at this
Another plea for giving fire to me

But I need your fire
I need your light
To battle demons
I keep inside
So when monsters roar
Way too close
I could feel your fire in my bones

But I need your fire
But I need your fire
But I need your fire
Tonight we'll take a walk along the shore
Where it stretches for a million miles or more
Watch the world as it's being swallowed by the sea
And there's no one here except for you and me

Wait, I know it won't last forever
Hey, at least we used to have each other

Wait, I know it won't last forever
So stay, and watch us come undone
It's a dream that I've been having all my life
A thousand constellations waiting to ignite
And the look of joy on their faces when these angels choose to lose their graces
Just to give us one more chance to make things right

Wait, I know it won't last forever
Hey, at least we used to have each other

Wait, I know it won't last forever
So stay, and watch us come undone
This is the beginning of the end
Decay when I count to ten
Nothing more but a bad kind of dream
When the walls are closing in

This is the beginning of the end
I mourn for the beautiful intent
It could've turned out right
It should've turned out right

I'm not over
I'm not over
Gonna make a short detour

This is the beginning of the end
Yet what I can't comprehend
Is why this joke is on me
Why is it always on me
This is the beginning of the end
Will the truth remain unsaid?
Go lie the bed that you made
No one cares to see you fade

I will not bend
I will not break
Untill I'm satisfied

I will not bend
I will not break
Erase it from my mind

I will not bend
I will not break
I will not bend
I will not break
And even with this part of me gone

I'm not over
I'm not over
Gonna make a short detour
A subtly painted rooms
No more clocks they won't disturb your sleep
Simple questions are asked
How old are you?
But the answer's never true

How did it come to this
You're the only one who truly knows
Somewhere deep inside
there's a child too frightened to let go

On and on the wheel keeps turning
On and on inside we're burning
On and on we trap ourselves
In subtly painted rooms
No more locks
No, fear's not coming in
No more pain, no more worries

You must've felt so helpless,
empty, broken, hoping he wouldn't leave
You must've felt so let down,
you must've felt so lonely
so lost treading waters way too deep
Alone

On and on the wheel keeps turning
On and on inside we're burning
On and on we trap ourselves in our private hells
I shed my skin and you shed your skin
Until there’s nothing left of us
I’m dead within and you’re dead within
And our hearts are filled with rust
We turn into dust

Only love can save us now
We have lost ourselves somehow
Although healing may take long
In this pain we’ll find hope

You let me inside and I let you down
You let me decide and I let you drown
All I need right now is to escape the past
(wash away the rest)
Only love can save us now
We have lost ourselves somehow
Although healing may take long
In this pain we’ll find hope

I shed my skin
You shed your skin

And we’re showing heart

Only love can save us now
We have lost ourselves somehow
Although healing may take long
In this pain we’ll find hope
Deep down inside of you and me
There's a beast no one gets to see
The darkest corner of your mind
My guilty mind

Rest assured you'll get inside
Only to wake in the middle of the night
Screaming shaken by the truth
Letting emotions loose

I am, I am, I am, I am,
I am the only one who knows
What's behind the closed doors

Give me a chance and you will see
There's a better part of me
The one that's fighting mister Hide
Every night
All I need is one more chance
One more kiss and one more dance
So seize your fire, let it go
Just let it go

Pandora's box
Once opened cannot be closed again
Pandora's box
Oh how I wish you'd understand
Pandora's box
Is more than just a myth
Pandora's box
Is deep down inside of you and me

Deep down inside of me
The beast that no one sees
We are who we pretend to be
A wiseman once said
So choose caredully who you wanna be

One step and you are done
Is it all about simply having fun, no!
That's how we come undone

Why do you pretend to be
Somebody I don't know
Why don't you pretend to be
Somebody that I love
I don't wanna see
Some stranger take your place
You are who we pretend to be
Your mask becomes your face
And unmistakably
you're who you wanna be, who you wanna be

This is always the hardest part
A bad choice gets you off the ark
A unicorn lost in the flood

Choose who you are
Choose who you wanna be
You’ll be the death of me if I don’t stop
Making excuses I’ve had enough
How many time we do have to brawl
Too many times and i’ve seen it all

Race time, race time x4

Run, boy, run
You’ll never be a number one
Run, boy, run
Save yourself while you still can
Run, boy, run
You’ll never be the only one
Run, boy, run
Run away while you still young

The same old argument is raised again
What should I do to stop it’s advent
But nothing between is left to lose
There’s nothing between us
It’s time to

Race time, race time x4
Run, boy, run
You’ll never be a number one
Run, boy, run
Save yourself while you still can
Run, boy, run
You’ll never be the only one
Run, boy, run
Run away while you still young

Here comes a hopeful call
A stone, a leaf, a door

What you waiting for x8

Run boy run
You’ll never be a number one
Run boy run
Save yourself while you still can
Run boy run
You’ll never be the only one
Run boy run
Run away while you still young
Run while you still young
Lift the curtain
Prove them wrong
I still believe
Your star's not gone
It's blinding light will find its way to you

Don't be afraid you're not alone
The mirror cracks
Your doubts are gone
The masks they used to wear all vanished too

Rise up and shine
And never really try to believe
In what they say
A midnight walk is what you need
A moonlit scene
A road that leads to the open doors
Back to everything you seek for

Rise up and shine
And never really try to believe
In what they say
Wait and I wait and I wait for tonight
To get in my car and go for a ride
Through the streets filled with light
But all these strangers make me want to rewind

Let it all come back to me
Let it all come back to me
Let it all come back to me
And I will come running back to you

Satellites flying over our heads
When we lost track of time
We discovered something better instead
Old forest sang
Every voice like a choir
And those friendly faces
Calling us to the fire

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Day after day after day every day we fight
Our sorrow and pain barely staying alive
In these streets filled with light
But all these people make me want to rewind
Let it all come back to me
Let it all come back to me
Let it all come back to me
Let it all come back to me
Let it all come back to me
And I will come running back to you

Satellites flying over our heads
When we lost track of time
We discovered something better instead
Old forest sang
Every voice like a choir
And those friendly faces
Calling us to the fire

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I will remember you
I will remember you
I will remember you
I will remember you

I will remember you
I will remember you
I will remember you
I will remember you
Confront me, tell me how you feel
A liar is what you’ll always be
You can’t control this, you have no power over this
You can’t control this but you can burn this 
Memory of me

Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me free
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
You let this darkness sing

Confront me, tell me how you hurt
Light a match and watch this pyre burn

Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me free
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
You let this darkness sing
How I long to embrace the night
This is a hymn for the darkness that lives inside

Let memories burn, let memories burn
Let memories burn and in the smoke and flames you’ll finally find the truth

Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me free
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
Set me on fire
You let this darkness sing
I knew it couldn't last
You're slipping away
Another ghost of the past
With nothing to say
It's time to gather the stones
The fruits of the lie
She's getting ready to go
And I'm ready to dive

How did it come to this
Were we misled?
Our cover's blown to bits
Tears unshed
Days are growing cold
So much for the lie
She's getting ready to go
And I'm ready to die

On the cliff where wind don't blow
Face to face with the unknown
I'm getting ready for the dive
(Death lags behind)
Love's on a killing spree
A terror hanging over me
You came to steal my final straw
I should have known
How did it come to this
Die

Hey, what's it gonna be?
Say, what's in it for me?
I've never been good at living someone else's dreams
When the very fabric of existence is tearing up at the seams
This time is no different

Should've seen this coming
The dumbest thing that I've ever done and
The dumbest thing that I've ever done and
The dumbest thing that I've ever done and
The dumbest thing that I've ever done and
I'm done and I'm leaving
I'm done
The note rests unread
Torn by a drunken hand
Bent by this hurt and fear
I see her everywhere
I wish she could be real

But it takes some time
But it takes some time
To leave the past be
To leave the past behind

You changed me
Sophie
I know I should've said it all before
Now that you're not here
It's so clear
That I can't keep pretending anymore
She was my friend
The best I ever had

But it takes some time to figure out
How do you supposed to live without those
Who were living for

You changed me
Sophie
I know I should've said it all before
Now that you're not here
It's so clear
That I can't keep pretending anymore

You changed me
Sophie
I know I should've said it all before
You're all I want
The water's cold
A storm is approaching
Not much of a metaphor this is

Is this the firm ground that I begged for?
Seems to be another reef

Then the wave comes and I know I'll never go back
Can you tie me to the mast so I don't fall from the deck
And if I do, could you

Swim with me, swim with me
I'll never forget
Swim with me, swim with me
I'll never forget again

My clothes are wet I see things clearer
So much clearer than I did
When we were walking hand in hand in the harbor
Watching ships come and go
Then the wave comes and I know I'll never go back
Can you tie me to the mast so I don't fall from the deck
And if I do, could you

Swim with me, swim with me
I'll never forget
Swim with me, swim with me
I'll never forget again

This distorted surface you see
Is the mirror of my soul
And this gale is our fear
That the wind will take control
But our vessel's way too sound
For the storm to swallow
I know someday we'll stand on the ground
Feet in the water so shallow
When I wake up
In London is still night
And I'm here alone
It seems unfair I know
But you ain't sleeping too
Too far away from me

Say my name to the Moon
That's glowing in the sky
Wave to the stars
Those guys the friends of mine
So no matter no matter
How far part will end up
I know somewhere you are
Thinking of me

It leaves me
Brighter light of you
The worthest memory
Lying free
But am I happy now
Dreaming about you every night
Say my name to the Moon
That's glowing in the sky
Wave to the stars
Those guys the friends of mine
So no matter no matter
How far part will end up
I know somewhere you are
Thinking of me

You're the only one I wish for
You're the only one I wish for
You're the only one I wish for
You're the only one I wish for
You're the only one I wish for
You're the only one I wish for
You're the only one I wish for
You're the only one

Say my name to the Moon
That's glowing in the sky
Wave to the stars
Those guys the friends of mine
So no matter no matter
How far part will end up
I know somewhere you are
Thinking of me

I know somewhere you are
Thinking of me

Ты открыла мне Америку
Новый свет
Затерянную галактику
Парад планет
Тысячи облаков
Век без сна
Шелест ночных дорог
Сердца стук и тишина
Сердца стук и тишина

 

Ты открыла мне Америку
Новый свет
Затерянную галактику
Парад планет
Тысячи облаков
Век без сна
Шелест ночных дорог
Сердца стук и тишина
Сердца стук и тишина

 

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Ты помогла мне найти мой путь
В темноте
Оставила знак бесконечности
На воде
Тысячи маяков
Разлук печаль
Больше не нужно слов
Улетай я буду ждать
Улетай я буду
Ждать

 

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Ты
Ты
Ты…

 

Моё сердце (сердце)
Всё занято тобой
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Сможем обрести покой

 

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